Just so
I dreamed a dream
and I thought I could reach it
or at least approximate it
yet here I am
in the middle of that dream
and I am falling
into the abyss.
I followed my dream
blindly going through it
hoping for a change
waiting for a chance
wishing, longing
having sleepless nights
asking questions.
I wonder if I will ever wake up
I ask if I could be wrong
I suffer the consequences
I try to rationalize
but it still haunts me
and it kills my well being.
I’ve never loved this way
and i know i’ll never do again
am i spreading myself too thin?
is it bad to expect?
am i being used?
is it always this hurtful?
I know I have my shortcomings
I know I am not perfect
this i know for sure
i’ll keep holding on
until my heart breaks
until my lung collapses
until i can’t take it anymore.
my love is real
so are my intentions
I get lies and deception
you charm your way through
and always get away with it
have i had enough
have i still to give?
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